what are dreams....

are they the stories that come in the night... surreal... a paradox...metaphorical message....sometimes understood...others wtf does that mean.... my son calls... waking from a nightmare... his voice sounded of fear...sadness..."mom you just died in my dream" telling him that's a good thing... when people die in our dreams... it's a sign of transition...the old person...the old ways...come to an end... moving into a new chapter of life... it's okay...i'm here for a very long time... god is gonna make me suffer through this life...for many years to come... saying this in a joking way...with a bit of giggle... not to worry sweetie...i'm here and very alive....!!! as always...i love you mom...i love you sweetie... have a good day...okay... love you.... was this dream telling him something...was it telling me something... i died that morning... in the mind of my son...
Revelation...resolution... revealed... dreams in the day... random streams of awareness.... where do dreams go... sitting in the middle...of my life.... fulfilling dream after dream.... finishing my degree... buying a home...traveling to italy and spain...hanging out in paris...new york...chicago...and san fransisco... walking upon the green river....the blazing mountains of montana... the rockies wielding their mighty power.... the snow falling on christmas morning... i have done all the things i have ever dreamed and more.... suddenly...the dreams are...empty... the middle of life seems to have left me cold and hard... living for what... living for who...just living... asking for miracles...asking for dreams... something to believe in... stuck in the middle... walking in circles... finding comfort in the evening glass of wine.... the occasional visit from a friend... i'm not ready to retire...i don't want to retire... asking for a miracle... the dream of the day... to wake up with purpose... with a place to go... making a difference... so...what are dreams? they come in so many ways...messages sent from some far off place...unknown to me... is the universe speaking..sharing a secret... your dream is within...search deep inside...sit quiet... let your mind travel... see yourself...exactly where you want to be... draped in the red satin robe... falling to the floor...long blond locks wave down my back...the window to my future...opens before me.... the dreams of yesterday...sleep silent memories.... a new day awaits... the dream unknown... comes... the road looks clear...and the sky...blue.... showers upon me... falling leaves.... repeat..repeat... the trees...hibernation...winter chill.... im here...and alive... i'm here...and in love...i'm here...and wanting... so much more...so much more